i really dunno wat to say.
all that i make,
i break too.
ever so easily.
i hate myself for that.
i don't think you know,
that u've been the only one
who's been able move me and
yet leave me me out to
cry hang dry.
warm my heart and yet make it cold at the same time.
lead me to be hopeful but helpless at the next turn;
it scares me to feel the control
u hv over my emotions.
of course my mind
refuses to admit that.
but my heart knows better on this count.
just what are u thinking?
u confuse me and spin me in circles.
i can't help but smile at what u say,
i can't help but tear at what u don't say.
i feel so fuckin silly.
i don't think i ever stopped loving you.
shit.
closure.
closure.
closure.
i must.
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
