bravo si ning.
jus freaking eff up everything will ya?
i just can't do it.
im trying.
trying and pushing.
the effort drives me.
but the doing and blank-outs
kill me.i don't wanna feel fugged up.
it reduces me to
this much-finger and thumb-
i just
know its all there.
the subjects are a breeze, im not a moron.
so why can't i freaking score?
so si ning, u're just incapable of doing anything right?well.
i guess so.
so then.
fuck you si ning.
brainless bitch.
oh, and here's ur appointment with 2.4 GPA.
holding on with my last vestige of determination.