tis my 93rd post.
i've very strong urge to change url.
seriously.

i signed up wif diary-x a few days ago
but
their server jus had to crash
brrr.

and so i've decided to only abandon this blog
when i've finally written my 100th post.
not tat there is anyone spying for flaming
i know of tat is botherin to read my blog.
-nervous laughter to self-
(:

not as if i hvnt
left this blog to die(wilt, i say. WILT!!)
for long enuf.

haha.
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i really wanna grab some crayons
and paper..

and jus,
SCRAWL
like nobody's business
and show it off to everyone.

jus so i know tat there is still happiness
tat comes plainly and simply frm
within me.

i wanna be able to prance around doing
brainless yet naive things again.
i wan crayons, i wan sweets and i wan smiles.

not the smiles tat u see lips form.
but the ones that forms in the eyes;
the ones tat exudes in the things everyone does.

somtimes i really feel so undesirably complex.

not tat i'm sophisticated;
but i'm not the most innocent around either.

i would give up
the days i hv now
jus so i can hv crayons again.
and i know my grass would be purple.
the sky would be yellow.

no,
i dun feel emo or anything.
(:

i jus feel calm.
unusually.
cos i feel tat at this age
we see much more into things,
whether its meant to be or not.
and sometimes,
when i dun see enuf,
i'm lost; i'm wrong.

lol.
laughter feels the best now.


cos know i hope tat

i can be "helplessly young"
not "helplessly old IN BETWEEN".

-because of u..
and u,
and u.

i'm one of the 'u's
for every other person too.

Si Ning!
12/01/91
prps/rgs
107'04
207'05
312'06<3
412'07(:
netball
unstable xD
atrociously ridiculous

"did you fart?
cos you just blew me away."

She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown

spain jersey(x
fedora hat
clutch
notebook of the year
new file(be organised!)
new wallet
new footwear
funky tops(loads!)(:
racerbacks
skirts
fc barca accessories
cold,hard, cash(;
gpa of 3.2
and, clarity.

Lyrics Gone - Switchfoot
Images X
Brushes X
Layout X


tis' not complete yet,SOON!(x
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