-bangs head on the table-
-wails uncontrollably-
-stomps atround-
-mope dejectedly-
wat else can i do?
appeal?!
alright..
it might be for the
better,hopefully,
but it might be for the
worse.
why can't i jus have a chance?
and i can't say
please.
and to think i was rather confident,
actually looking forward to being enthu(more than usual),
being nice to the sec ones.
jus to experience orientation
once more again,
and to do my best to guide the sec ones through,
giving them a wonderful orientation
jus so they would enjoy.
that's all i ever wanted.
sincere. i was.
and am still.
to think i had to witness this whole
terrible affair, as i stood beside vorn,
kat and ser in the mrt as they got the
blessedcall consecutively as i watched on.
horrid ain't it?
i would probably breakdown
during investiture or when i see them all
leave for psl-related events.
but of cos i am happy for them
dun worry.
all i ever wanted to be.
all i ever tried so hard for.
all i ever put so much effort into.
is never going to happen.
bloody call