yeah.
i'm
supposed to be mugging for EOIs.
wtf.
the
lazy face beneath my skin
jus decided to surface for awhile.
have been
guai for last few days.
mugging, post-its, highlighting, all the crap.
memorising.
snorts.
like
i actually think i prefer PTs more.
but dey are SOO time consuming.
but at least i enjoy doing them.
fiddling to get the best layout, researching.
sure beats
stiffling memorising
and tests.
wadever.
jus blindly follow the raffles program lah.
to tink they made us do a brochure
on rp for eng summative.
-whines in agony-
and we had to glorify it!
i actually chose the program
cause i dun like the idea of o levels.
lazylazzylazzzy.
sometimes
i dun look like i
freakin care.
but then i realise i
hafta.
arghh.
"someday i'll bring u down
den i'll be free from ur taunts.
TAUNTing me evryday
tinkin speed is best.
i say not
i rather quality.
yes u dash
but i do it best.
look at ur bits and pieces.
wat will it come to
jus wait and see
it'll be me
who can stand tall next to u
(i already am)"
i'm pissed.
i am.
i dunno why i should be so worked up.
but prob onli suvee, yan, si yun noe.
i dun bitch to everyone.
cos i tink it's
not nice.
not worth my breath.
so there.
when i'm pissed
u carn tell.
cos i dun speak.
ME
HAPPI>> CRAP AND FOOL AROUND
PISSED>> QUIET, NOTHING AT ALL
so that u wun even be able to tell i'm there.
insensitivity.
no thank you.FULLSTOP
