yoz ppl. not really feeling dat hyper todae, enthu-ness squeezed dry le.*eeps*not much to crap abt todae, owells.i hv a good mind to change blog skin. hmm.. i shall. heyz, tis ish boring. it's like so.. empty.. yah, nothing much happened for me to crap abt.sigh.sigh.sigh. no one's online, hmph. carn yakkity yak* haiz, jus diacovered dat i hv started to shift frm hyper mode to depressed mode irregularly. and for no sane reason too.. hmm. mood swings?! like rite now i'm in depresed mode. whines* dunno why. jus got dat gloomy feeling clouding over me.. i got into some bumps recently.. owells, jus realised dat, sigh let's not say. at least got sth to be happy over. yah, me got b+ for history, i and veh thankful, cos i din study. i guess i better not rely on me luck next time. ru yun is my benefactor too. hugz* now dat tish question has cum into mind, i really wonder wat 107 thinks of me. it's like a fallacy, i noe i'm not exactly popular, but well, i noe i got lotsa frenz, it jus dun feels rite.. like in the sense of whether it's jus a wall of exterior expression. i dun exactly noe how to say it, but .. not only 107, all the ppl around me. i'm in serious n thoughtful mode now(not suicidal doe, dun worry) i guess it's pretty good to sometimes sit down and think over stuff, it's good when u feel abit down, cos u become more serious on wat u think abt.. i noe it sounds erm.. but it's quite true to me. everyday, i see ppl being blinded by hte fallacies in front of dem. god noes wat the "fwends" behind the secrecy of the wall is tokin bout her?! to put more thought on it brings more sense.. i'm not sayin i noe of anyppl spiteing me, but it's jus wat i see everyday, no one is an exception.trust me.
it may sound weird, but i think i prefer guys. as in i'm being serious now. i mean the way they treat ppl, n hv frenz. one thing is dat dey are honest to show wat dey think of an individual. dey do not tok behind ppl's back or anything thing lidday. dey think being a good fwend means to give trusty advice and support. on the advice part, dey reallyADVICE&SAY THE TRUTH.not to hurt feelings but to be frank, and let ppl noe their faults and shortcomins.. so dey can understand to change for the better.
girlz?! dey give the evil backstab. it's true. so oftenly. i wud rather someone tell me straight in the face dat i sark, den not even noe wat dey think of me, letting me carry on being a fool.
whoa tish is real long. but i mean it. hey! i feel better after lettin it flow out. kaez, buai=)
